I Failed Again:

Yesterday we had to make a very difficult decision – we had to euthanize Shumi.  It was just getting too bad, there was a huge lump on the left side of his face and his breathing was getting harder and harder.  I knew this decision had to be made soon, and I really hoped that [...]

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Let God fight your battles:

Almost 2 weeks ago I posted some pictures of what Shumi looked like. I mentioned that he still loves to play with KT though and that same night DH took a video of it. I have posted it on Yo.u Tu.be, so that you can see that although he looks bad physically, he still has [...]

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A reminder of God’s Covenants:

Things are not looking good with Shumi. That lump on his head got bigger again and it seems this time it’s not going down again. I also noticed last week that there is something growing out of his one nostril (the white part in his nostril on the second picture). I assume it’s the tumour. [...]

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Midnight revelations:

A few nights ago I once again had trouble sleeping. It took a while to get to sleep and only a few hours later I was awake again, and then it felt like hours passed before I fell asleep again just as the birds woke up. But that time was not wasted, because I was [...]

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26 Weeks pregnant:

Last night I realized I’m getting very close to starting the third trimester, and I had a little freak out. It feels like there is still so much to do to get ready, so I guess I’ll have to get started with it all. I think I must start with making a list, and then [...]

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We’ve been under attack again:

I am so sick and tired of the devil attacking us! Thankfully I recognize his tactics and I know that it comes from him. It all started last week with my new debit card I got from a new bank. I barely had it for a few days and when I was in the store [...]

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KT is 1 today!

Today is KT’s birthday and I can’t believe she is a year old already.  She is such a character and she gives us so much pleasure.   It feels like she knows that today is her birthday because she’s been looking for special attention since early this morning.  Something that she never does… First she woke [...]

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Bits and pieces…

Today a year ago we found out I was pregnant.  I was really dreading this anniversary coming up, but now it’s not such a big deal anymore.  I guess the blow is softened by the fact that I’m pregnant again.  But I could have been pregnant anyway with number 2 now, and that is sad.  [...]

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An Update On Shumi:

Shumi hasn’t been doing so well lately.  He’s had a lot of snot which blocked up his nose completely and because of that he’s been having trouble sleeping.  Because he doesn’t sleep well he is tired all the time, also he breathes better standing up, so he’s been falling asleep on his feet, and collapsing [...]

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Update on Shumi:

Last week DH took Nandi to the vet, because she has a skin condition that does not want to go away.  In a moment of weakness, (I say this as we have not treated Shumi with any medication for months, as nothing helps anyway, and I feel like I was disobedient to God by giving Shumi [...]

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