This is what I read in my Bible study this morning. Isn’t it beautiful? It’s certainly something that I have to work on everyday – Joyce Meyer calls it the “love walk”. This is what a Christian life is supposed to be like, unfortunately we are all human and nobody is perfect, but we must try…
1 Corinthians 13 (NIV): “ 1If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2 If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3 If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.
4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. 8 Love never fails.
But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10 but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears.
11 When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. 12 Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.
13 And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.”
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We are going away for a week or so, to the seaside – Natal South Coast. DH and I decided that we need a bit of a break and get away from the stress here at home. I hope the weather will be a bit warmer than it is here in Gauteng, but I must say I cannot complain. We are very fortunate to have such sunny mild winters compared to other countries. My sister and her two daughters are coming with – her husband is still working in the UK and I’m sure it’s not fun being alone at home being a temporary single parent, so hopefully they will have some fun. We cannot replace their Daddy, but maybe we can help so that they don’t miss him so much…
We will be taking our laptop with, but I don’t know whether we will have internet connection there, so I cannot promise that I will post in the next week!
We have an appointment with our FS on 14 July (I know it’s so long!) but the sister said its best this way, as it takes 4-6 weeks for the genetic testing to be done. (Yes, I was impatient and phoned to see if they could give it to me over the phone, but it’s not there yet.) Then we will have a better picture of what might have happened and then hopefully we can discuss another IVF again. She said they normally wait 2 full cycles before I’m allowed to do another IVF. The catch is that I don’t have any idea what’s going on in this body of mine, as my boobs are still huge – they have not even started to shrink yet (I’m not complaining here, just worried that it going to take a long time before my hormones return to normal). From what she said it will probably take about 6 weeks before I get my period with a big probability of spotting and bleeding in between. So I think all in all it will take about three months before I can do IVF again, which is what most of the sites on the internet recommend.
In the mean time I’m on a mission to improve my egg quality (if that is possible!) and DH’s sperm quality – I’m researching what we can do to improve those so that we can hopefully increase our chances of having a healthy baby!